Pack up 2009!

The year is finally at its closure. . .

To be truthful nobody can be more happy that a new year is beginning than me.. 2009 has given me a new point of view towards life on a whole. It was by far the toughest year of my 20 years of life.
Still i don't want to crib or cry. (i know that is unusual for me) i am usually a self criticizing freak and tend to loose it when anything bad happens..BUT i have learned something out of it. Nothing in life is permanent..the only thing that makes a thing or a situation permanent is simply the thought process and attitude.
I am a kind of a reformed person now.I do not tend to wary with time like i used too.
We all at some point in our life overestimate troubles and underestimate reform.
Reform is basically Learning + Moving onn.
Out of the whole paragraph above the most important addition to my life is Moving on..
This I concur as i have seen the power of moving on after my experiences this year. It has the power of reassurance, a spark of new beginning and the most important feature focusing on the present. I now take life on a day to day basis.
The new addition to my weaponry is SOFT RESET (We usually Soft reset our PDAs mobiles or computers when they hang)
I am glad the experiences in 2009 has made me stronger. It has improved my relationships with people and my frame of mind considerably. I have finally figured out how to Soft Reset myself.
Soft reset is basically clearing your hard disk ( case of a computer ) of unused crap files. In my case i have figured out how to relieve my cloaked thought process.
This is definitely refreshing.

I have started soft resetting myself each day trying to first unload my brain ( my processor) and then focusing on the present and doing everything keeping in mind the experiences of the past and not the memories of the past.

I have furthermore experienced my spiritual and religious side more this year for the basic fact that it is normal that whenever things go wrong we tend to ask god to correct it or just end it. What i however learnt out of the whole ordeal is the fact that it is only often that we thank or remember him in a day, a week or a month. Some people however indulge in the luxury of just remembering him in difficult times but that is how some of us are made. However for me this has changed.
I have experienced some sort of a connection with him all over again...(for past connection refer to earlier blog entries) I know feel an extra urge to even remember him in my good times.Just to thank him for everything.( not asking for anything extra)

This change in fact however also supports my theory of life i discussed earlier that everything is planned in life beforehand. Whoever we meet , whatever we do in our life The Good The Bad and The Ugly are all planned. We are the players , the characters of the play.We have to play our dedicated roles and just move onn. The success and failure , the good and the bad all depends on our destiny.

**However Life is full of choices and each choice opens different sets of predefined patterns of path of life and hence the return we get from life depends on our Karma and choices we make**

The choices once made cannot be Undone. Hence i say its better to Soft Reset yourself than trying to UNDO the actions or choices executed in the past.

PS : I know this post is overtly spiritual oriented and a bit more sophisticated. Still i wanted to share my experience and lesson in order to help any of my friend to solve their problems. So please spare my crime in case i tortured you with the boring post :)
comments are welcomd.

Love
Tanmay :)