itz 3 am n am just dumbstruck..dunno whats keeping me awake . . .no hint of sleep in ma fkin eyez....wnderin why i dream....why do i hope when...nthn lasts forever n wen nthn goes as per planz...why do i plan...why do i pray that watever i choose gets me success ... why?
ppl say u have to dream big to set ur goals way higher than ur potential...but i ask ya ....why shud u set up big goalz in the first phase? just to get the same old lame negligence n failure ...otherz makin u realise u cnt evr make a leap ahead...u dnt have the potential....but wat hurts the mst is ur inner voice that keeps haunting where did i went wrong in order to make ppl blive i can do it...where did i commited that one mistake...that costed me so much....what have i done to deserve the amalgamation of such weird thotz by evry1 arnd me...except for ma soulmate..the prsn i love....res apart every person smwhere look so fake...so unreal...as if just preparing to hound u badly...evn parents relatives n d best of frnz....the ppl u trust n love backfire so badly..that u are nw again left on a lonely road..darknes prevailing evrywhere....u dnt have the vision ..nor the sight....nor the goals u did set up...nor the dreamz u dreamt of achieving...all u have is one hand still making u believe that she is still there for you...evn if the world backfirez....stil wants me to hang onn...stil wants me to face life..stil wants me to satisfy the urge to answer back one day to all those who think i fail...all those who still think i may not be able to make it to the top or rather just be able to make a mark of myself....and to the ones that hav lost faith trust n respect for me...
i still would go onn for that one person....i would still smile for the world....i would stil hide my tears....i wud still go onn ... and prove to the world that i would be back someday....
just for the endless belief of my love my soulmate...my life....just for her.....
ppl say u have to dream big to set ur goals way higher than ur potential...but i ask ya ....why shud u set up big goalz in the first phase? just to get the same old lame negligence n failure ...otherz makin u realise u cnt evr make a leap ahead...u dnt have the potential....but wat hurts the mst is ur inner voice that keeps haunting where did i went wrong in order to make ppl blive i can do it...where did i commited that one mistake...that costed me so much....what have i done to deserve the amalgamation of such weird thotz by evry1 arnd me...except for ma soulmate..the prsn i love....res apart every person smwhere look so fake...so unreal...as if just preparing to hound u badly...evn parents relatives n d best of frnz....the ppl u trust n love backfire so badly..that u are nw again left on a lonely road..darknes prevailing evrywhere....u dnt have the vision ..nor the sight....nor the goals u did set up...nor the dreamz u dreamt of achieving...all u have is one hand still making u believe that she is still there for you...evn if the world backfirez....stil wants me to hang onn...stil wants me to face life..stil wants me to satisfy the urge to answer back one day to all those who think i fail...all those who still think i may not be able to make it to the top or rather just be able to make a mark of myself....and to the ones that hav lost faith trust n respect for me...
i still would go onn for that one person....i would still smile for the world....i would stil hide my tears....i wud still go onn ... and prove to the world that i would be back someday....
just for the endless belief of my love my soulmate...my life....just for her.....
