hi all i have been thinking of writing about a feeling thats creeping within me for days now...so ya finally i think i can express now...
Its hard sometimes to cooperate and cope with your friends , cousins or people round about adolescents or adults....the main thing being there perspective...about life...love...friendship..n the latest about girls! Recently i was very pissed off with what i witnessed ... and the after effect of what i witnessed was me realizing its a sexed up World!
where ever u go there is one thing that would remain the same....any guesses??
i'll tel ya one thing i find everywhere is female in bed syndrome! yea this is the recent word in my dictionary which means that everybody(well almost 90%) of the people i observe and see view females as sex objects and a means of satisfaction..either by grinding and toasting them with eyes...or just plain old damn fkin right there in there minds....
i mean how can u even think of just everything in bed without even knowing the person!emotionally or generally!
I dont say i dnt look at girls or for the matter other guys dont look at girls(the rest 10% according to me) but if i see i girl personally i would appreciate her beauty(if shez beautiful that is!) and would mind a second look only if she is extraodinarilly good!after which i would retract and move on!!i would not just give a pleasure to my eyes and body seeing the girls and what not! i know some limits..i mean these are from within...my parents dint taught me this...the female we see is also somebodies daughter,wife,mother or gf!i really have found just 10% of guys thinking about me...half of which through experiences of my friends..and half of observing some guys seeing girls!the eyes by the way express everything!
GODS sake i wouldn't just imagine her without clothes o smthn!and the . . . (dot dot dot!)
even my closest friends sometimes while our casual hang out seem to be over sexd up to me!i mean they say all those cheap things look at her(thats fine for mee too) then observe her!(the lines are meant to be crossed!) and the casual line that comes after seeing a moderate girl is 'yaar ek baar mil jaye to life ban jaye!!!' and at this point of time i hate everything around me....and when i look around...i see almost every person thinking the same ..the only difference being its in there minds...but the eyes say it all!!its degrading....atleast for me...i mean what if i see your mum(the aunties arent spared either!!),sister ,gf or just a friend...how would a as a individual person feel?
if the life is so sexd up why just not go to a hooker and just damn satisfy your lust or more simple and easy watch a porn movie!!!
Picture this you go to any place ... if a girl is wearing skirt u think she is inviting you!if she is wearing a one piece dress she is damn ready for the ride!and if she is wearing a tube or a spagheti top mann she is just meant to please!! and if shez fair she is better!!!oh yea a friend of mine got turned on seeing beautiful hair of a girl!!(i was totally pissed of with him!) and ya last but not the least an additional advantage and the cocky line being bada hai to behtar hai!!!(big is better.... well precisely just everything but tummy line!) U KNOW WHAT I MEAN!!!?
I mean what is this???
Does anyone have answers!!!
well its everywhere..Metro,Buses,Cars,malls,streets,amusement parks , restuarents,movie halls(here couples actually cant wait to hump!!i mean go get a room on rent instead of giving others a live porn movie!!)!!
Just every damn where the situation is the same!!
And i dont say the opposite sex(the girls) dont do the same....i have seen my friends(girls) plainly observing and thinking just like boys!although the percentage would also be low because only 1/3 of the girls have the courage to actually accept it!!!and me being a guy is better i just can talk about the guys...girls are all the more complicated!!!;)
Earlier i used to feel only lower class people think like that...but growing up learning and observing different type a people...and being more open to friends and relatives i have realized its plainly everywhere....no one can appreciate beauty...but what i know is they can screw beauty,good looks , nice people in seconds!!!well yea that often happens with me..they say i am giving a lecture to them when am angry my frndz doin this....maybe i am like this...i am not suited for in thought expression of sex or so called mind sex!i am on the contrary i have to know a person to be physically attracted to her at any phase or degree!
well half of the people would think its just a lecture or am just plainly boasting...but just sit alone and introspect(the guys specially and girls a bit) hopefully u would to realize its a sexed up world baby!
So yea Am i Normal in being not cocky about girls is what i haven't figured out...Is it normal by not getting horny just by seeing a girl!!!I am straight but yes i am Not that sexed up for a stranger!!!!!!:o
so yea thats about it..i know its pretty long now....sorry for spoiling your time if i did that is...for many i will...but i just dont care as these are my copyrighted thoughts...
any comments are welcomed....take care peeps...bbye.
Its hard sometimes to cooperate and cope with your friends , cousins or people round about adolescents or adults....the main thing being there perspective...about life...love...friendship..n the latest about girls! Recently i was very pissed off with what i witnessed ... and the after effect of what i witnessed was me realizing its a sexed up World!
where ever u go there is one thing that would remain the same....any guesses??
i'll tel ya one thing i find everywhere is female in bed syndrome! yea this is the recent word in my dictionary which means that everybody(well almost 90%) of the people i observe and see view females as sex objects and a means of satisfaction..either by grinding and toasting them with eyes...or just plain old damn fkin right there in there minds....
i mean how can u even think of just everything in bed without even knowing the person!emotionally or generally!
I dont say i dnt look at girls or for the matter other guys dont look at girls(the rest 10% according to me) but if i see i girl personally i would appreciate her beauty(if shez beautiful that is!) and would mind a second look only if she is extraodinarilly good!after which i would retract and move on!!i would not just give a pleasure to my eyes and body seeing the girls and what not! i know some limits..i mean these are from within...my parents dint taught me this...the female we see is also somebodies daughter,wife,mother or gf!i really have found just 10% of guys thinking about me...half of which through experiences of my friends..and half of observing some guys seeing girls!the eyes by the way express everything!
GODS sake i wouldn't just imagine her without clothes o smthn!and the . . . (dot dot dot!)
even my closest friends sometimes while our casual hang out seem to be over sexd up to me!i mean they say all those cheap things look at her(thats fine for mee too) then observe her!(the lines are meant to be crossed!) and the casual line that comes after seeing a moderate girl is 'yaar ek baar mil jaye to life ban jaye!!!' and at this point of time i hate everything around me....and when i look around...i see almost every person thinking the same ..the only difference being its in there minds...but the eyes say it all!!its degrading....atleast for me...i mean what if i see your mum(the aunties arent spared either!!),sister ,gf or just a friend...how would a as a individual person feel?
if the life is so sexd up why just not go to a hooker and just damn satisfy your lust or more simple and easy watch a porn movie!!!
Picture this you go to any place ... if a girl is wearing skirt u think she is inviting you!if she is wearing a one piece dress she is damn ready for the ride!and if she is wearing a tube or a spagheti top mann she is just meant to please!! and if shez fair she is better!!!oh yea a friend of mine got turned on seeing beautiful hair of a girl!!(i was totally pissed of with him!) and ya last but not the least an additional advantage and the cocky line being bada hai to behtar hai!!!(big is better.... well precisely just everything but tummy line!) U KNOW WHAT I MEAN!!!?
I mean what is this???
Does anyone have answers!!!
well its everywhere..Metro,Buses,Cars,malls,streets,amusement parks , restuarents,movie halls(here couples actually cant wait to hump!!i mean go get a room on rent instead of giving others a live porn movie!!)!!
Just every damn where the situation is the same!!
And i dont say the opposite sex(the girls) dont do the same....i have seen my friends(girls) plainly observing and thinking just like boys!although the percentage would also be low because only 1/3 of the girls have the courage to actually accept it!!!and me being a guy is better i just can talk about the guys...girls are all the more complicated!!!;)
Earlier i used to feel only lower class people think like that...but growing up learning and observing different type a people...and being more open to friends and relatives i have realized its plainly everywhere....no one can appreciate beauty...but what i know is they can screw beauty,good looks , nice people in seconds!!!well yea that often happens with me..they say i am giving a lecture to them when am angry my frndz doin this....maybe i am like this...i am not suited for in thought expression of sex or so called mind sex!i am on the contrary i have to know a person to be physically attracted to her at any phase or degree!
well half of the people would think its just a lecture or am just plainly boasting...but just sit alone and introspect(the guys specially and girls a bit) hopefully u would to realize its a sexed up world baby!
So yea Am i Normal in being not cocky about girls is what i haven't figured out...Is it normal by not getting horny just by seeing a girl!!!I am straight but yes i am Not that sexed up for a stranger!!!!!!:o
so yea thats about it..i know its pretty long now....sorry for spoiling your time if i did that is...for many i will...but i just dont care as these are my copyrighted thoughts...
any comments are welcomed....take care peeps...bbye.
5 comments:
Man....what a topic bro...
i mean as i've told you many times..
i wish i could write all this stuff like you....i do feel on the same lines as you do...(believe it or not...:P)
but i just dnt have the patience and probably the will that you have..
and indeed i've also felt always that its a sexed up world....
and only a few here appreciate true beauty....
i mean people walking....anywhere u see a beautifull girl just walking around....there'll be 10 eyes looking straight at her in a way that might even disgust you...
and the thing you wrote bout metro's and specially movie theaters...bravo man...its exactly like tht...and i've seen that a couple of times..and the same thought crosses my mind...as it does in ur...;)
in short..
" its a sexed up world baby!"
nice lines....hope u keep on coming wid stuff like that...
coz its really fantastic dude...;)
makes so much sense. but, I don't think many even care to go and think as deep as you do.. feels like ur reachin out to deaf ears mostly cuz i m sure most people aren't at the same level of thinkin as yours or they would appreciate every bit of ur thoughts. . . but anyways, that shouldn't matter. being a person of substance is anyday better than not being one, even if ur thoughts are not backed or even understood by many.
anyway, great work.
- Jayati.
thnx jayati...
i am so impressed with the way you think. speechless.
Thanks again for being sweet Prax! Cant believe this was more than 3 years back!
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